18/10/2020

Into the hot Friday of a London June (2011)

 

The train slows outside the station
Long enough to let me notice
Towering over the platforms' sleek arteries
A shard of glass and steel
Holding the sky in its nettle grasp
All around new tower blocks jostle
To London Bridge
The frantic pace of change
Echoed in the insistent alarm
And slow hiss of pneumatic doors
I alight into the hot Friday of a London June

First point of call is Southwark Cathedral
A quiet stay in the fabric of passing traffic
All welcome here, even the cat
And I marvel at the wooden bosses
The icon and the poet's tomb
I rub Will's knee for luck
And pause at the door
Visibly moved by the Marchioness Memorial
But the river runs on regardless

I walk with the quick pace of a city dweller
Not the slow doodle across the pavement
Of the day tripper who stops and stares
At every blue plaque and brass doorknocker
No, I sweep pass the Golden Hinde
And into Clink Street
A detour over Southwark Road
And Bankside finds me by the Globe
Neatly thatched and insular
To the passing street theatre
Clowns and mimes and Latin Americana

Now I am here
Outside the Tate Modern
Industrial cathedral
With its hallowed spaces
Of art and culture held within
A red brick certainty

A guest coffee and biscuit on the members' terrace
As people wander over the Millennium Bridge
And sailing dinghies ply the stretch upriver
With a breeze as sharp as Cleopatra's needle

Downstairs and through doors
To find the Miro exhibition
In the theatre of his war
Every canvas his stage
Every print a soliloquy
To art
To freedom
Perhaps to dream
An infinite blue silence
Against the outrage
Of bloody oppression
No voice more eloquent
In these thronging rooms

On South Bank there's a beach
With sand and huts
And a large straw fox
It makes me laugh
The juxtaposition of this day
From surrealism to surreal
Sushi for
Lunch is such a treat

Across the footbridge at Charing Cross
And on to Trafalgar Square
Where the sweet spray from the fountains
Cools the heat from my face
As light as summer rain
On the people's plinth sails a ship in a bottle
By the National Gallery a green wall grows
And here, the Olympic Clock, still ticking
Counting down my passing feet

Piccadilly and the Royal Academy
Sipping Pimm's from room to room
As canvas after canvas adorn the walls
In ever greater scale and price
My eyes alight on beetled buttons
And a fat kingfisher
A dog rooting in a bin
A swirling red galaxy inexorably pulling me in
All punctuated by a circle and a square
The tide of fluorescent red dots
Rising, up the wall
To remind me
The river runs on regardless

Now London in high afternoon heat
Heaps sweat and dust and noise on my brow
Rush hour soon as pavements swell
Under the bridge the neat rows of coloured lights
The final shattered bones of buildings
Being shored up with comedy clubs and beer cellars
And all around the commuters press ahead
To London Bridge

Against this human tide
I catch a glimpse
A face
A moment's recognition soon lost
They were heading in the other direction anyway
And my train is due

 

 

 

 

05/10/2020

Water Lands


We’ve made it to the water lands

The year’s high tide

Where the river sings in silver ribbons

Across the meadow side

 

And all the rain, crying out a summer

Of loss & uncertainty

Now races down drains and roads

Returning to the sea

 

We’ve made it to the water lands

Most of the year undone

The dusty soil turned to quicksilver

Under an apple harvest sun

 

And all the rain, crying out a summer

Of loss & uncertainty

Now races down drains and roads

Returning to the sea


07/09/2020

07/09/20

The morning, mist slumping from the fields, greets me

With a dazzling smile, Autumn sunshine in the soft air

Squirrels, tails punctuating the roofline, gather food

Where the eaves and gutters are waiting for leaves

And, up in the Museum tree, two jacks chat to a spotted cat

Waiting, hopefully, beneath. Eyes watching me

 

Along the lane, among the white nettle, ivy and old apple trees

I spot a chiff-chaff checking along branches or maybe it’s a willow warbler

Sage and yellow against the fresh, grassy snort of nearby horses

At the stile, the hazel branches form a perfect picture frame 

For the Tor, wearing a wide brimmed blue-sky hat

And a green skirt sprigged with people and sheep

 

Returning past the meadows, a lone swan glides

Schooner skimming the green seas low along the river line

A feathered arrow from an angel’s bow

Blackberry, elderberry, crab apple, chestnut, conkers

The colour of Autumn spilling from the trees

All festoon the path home in celebration of a passing summer

 

Feel the year slow, the fierce summer sun soften

The promise of Spring setting into ripe Autumn fruit

The harvest home, the seed set, the hard work won

A smile, a chat, a wide brimmed hat

And an early Autumn morning






 

13/07/2020

The Lime Tree

Under the lime tree

The scent is a sweet perfume

A friend holding my arm

Smiling

Whispering memories in my ear

& I remember a time when

Younger knees

Could run through all the trees

 

Through the apple orchard

Long grass wrapping wet fingers

Around our ankles

Slipping on the windfalls

Turning to wasp cider where they lie

Through the orange orchards

Dry red dust washed from our bare feet

By the chirping cicada of the sprinklers

 

My path, now slow

Winds through the mown avenues

Of old trees saving up for autumn

And the streams & rivers

Are quiet ponds of silver

Where fish dream under waterlilies

And memories, like the clouds above

Are reflections in still water

 

The lime tree sheds no tears

At all the years passing downstream

But fills the air with giddy scent

So I can glide my eyes across the water

And tenderly remember

A time once spent

Running through

Summer orchards

 


23/06/2020

Noon, Midsummer (20.06.20)


A westerly wind

Throws its arms around my shoulders

A warm hug

While all the leaves

Laugh loudly

On this midsummer noon

A day flying bat over the pond

Mirrored by a dragonfly

Above the rust and ragged robin

Dances in time to distant drums

Young apples and old carp

The perfect balance

A snapshot

Of this midpoint on the solstice

 

On the hill they wait

Old stones counting songs

Till sunset

But here, in this warm breeze

Now the storm has past

I count my blessings

As the year moves on

 

 


30/04/2020

Incandescence (Twelve Poems)


I have curated twelve poems from the last three years into a Microsoft Sway presentation, so it can be read on a device or phone. The poems are split onto four seasons to echo either their subject matter or when they were written. The first two, Nowadays and The String bag were written during this period of lockdown.



Go to this Sway

25/04/2020

The Glowing Lanterns




This morning, early mist still rising
The river fields are lit with glowing lanterns
Hanging above the sweet meadow grass
Still full of faerie magic

There must have been a ball last night
Beneath these dandelion lamps
A waltz of wings and wild singing
With wine from drops of silver dew

Hedgerow birds are waking with a chorus
The river mist evaporating in the sun
But all across the rich green pastures
Glowing lanterns are still strung

Left alight for those who wake
Too early for the mortal world
There, in magic light they’ll stay
Beneath the glowing lanterns







11/04/2020

The String Bag

I make a string bag from shiny twine
Because what else is there to do
Passing time, treading water
This slow labour of knots
Each a quiet prayer for us all to stay safe
Stay put, stay at home
Tying in memories of better times
Trying to remember, stringing out the hours
Not to read the headlines, not to be afraid
An octopus would be easier to contain
So I live in this moment
Gathering you up like lemons and limes
Holding you, holding it all in
A shiny bag I made of string








31/03/2020

These Days


I walk in silence with the wind
Winding cold fingers through mine
‘We are wild and free, these days’
It whispers

My hair dances in the air
Unrestrained, flowing like birdsong
From the starlings and blackbirds
It sings for me

But my heart is as empty as the road
As heavy as the clay under my feet
‘Dig deep’, ‘Dig deep’
The passing finches sing, wild and free

The clock has not stopped yet
But the minutes and seconds have gone
Only unwinding hours, uncounted days
Where time is measured in footsteps

I walk in silence with the wind
Winding cold fingers through mine
‘We are wild and free, these days’
‘Dig deep’, ‘Dig deep’










Celandine Sings


A new set of poems/songs.

15/01/2020

Some poems from 2019, The Heart Whisperer, Netsuke Dream, Uncluttered, Now

Just updating with some poems from last year, still part of the 'Sticker' set. One is about a dream I had about netsukes. I read it and it still makes no sense, I guess that's dreams for you! Looking forward to using these and all my poems more creatively this year...


The Heart Whisperer

You won't notice the difference at first
Just the smallest of change
Quieter than the breath of a candle
A ripple across a pool

Nothing to see here

But you will see it
Later rather than sooner
Long time later
It will be clear

I was there with you in that midnight place
Though you don't remember

I will always be there for you

Now, in the sunlight you laugh
Putting it all behind you
Moving forward, stronger than before
A bright bowl full of hope

There was something someone once said...
And you will wonder who it was
And I will smile and say

It must have been the heart whisperer



Netsuke Dream

I dreamt of two dolphins and two seals
Near the grey granite waterfront
Red, black, grey and white mottled under a crystal blue sea
And as they swam past, these strange pairs
They told me these things
Dolphins:
We see ourselves as small whales
Our skin is the colour of jasper and obsidian
We are your ocean cousins
You see our form in your mind
Our needle nosed beak and round bellies define us for you
But we are superior because
We are talking to you in your sleep
Seals:
Their eyes stare into me
Profound and unfathomable
As deftly drawn as any high tide
And as smooth as a polished stone
They are talking  
But not in any language humans know
I can see what they mean though
Here I am
Stranded high and dry on the grey ground
While they are still free



Uncluttered

The estuary sparkles
Crystal cut waves and yachts
Vying for attention
Wind tunes stir in the tall firs
And the air
Full of the cobalt sea
Feels uncluttered

Here, we are certain of the tide times
Of shells in the sand and hairpin roads
Leading only to water

No running against the traffic
And running out of change for the parking
No corridors full of coffee and despair
Air conditioning and the wrong lift doors
Life all gone wrong on the wrong floor
Clutching at hopeful straws
Caught in the clutter
Trying to keep our heads
Above the tide of our turning health

For a moment our feet
Are in clear water
Searching rockpools
For small fry under a blue sky
And the air
Full of the cobalt sea
Feels uncluttered




Now

A tidal flow of ideas
Each generation finding expression
For the herald's song

While one hand pulls down the old stones
Another shores up the walls of love

And where we meet for a moment
Now, our feet on different roads